Sunday, 21 October 2007

Two out of Three's Not Bad

In a previous post, I wrote about feeling unable to do certain things due to a lack of confidence. So as an update, here's how I went on:
  1. I went to the restaurant, and instead of having a meal, I just had a drink. Hopefully in future it will get easier and easier, so that eventually I'll be ordering a meal with the rest of my friends.
  2. I played my guitar at the World Mental Health Awareness Day. I played an improvisation with a new recruit (which can be seen on The Jam Factory blog, the video was made by Natalie, on her nifty mobile phone! and along with Pete Junior, I played "A Bird of Prayer," which is my own composition. I played these sitting on the steps of the stage, so hopefully the more I get back into playing live music, I'll eventually be able to stand on stage playing.
  3. Enrolling at college was the one I couldn't get myself to do, but I'm considering doing an online course, doing computer graphics instead.

I managed to do these things, because of all the encouragement I received from friends at the Jam Factory and from the Media Action Group, (and Kate from the American.) Thanks for all the help I received, especially Natalie, who also made a lasting memory of the day for me by videoing me and taking photos.

4 comments:

klahanie said...

Hi Phil
I just want to wish you well in your continuing journey towards a more positive life.
I hope the empathy you receive in this Mind Bloggling community plays a vital role in your own wellbeing.
Thank you for helping me as I struggle with my own very low confidence.

emma said...

You're looking the biznis Phil! I'm delighted that you're doing the things you want to do. It's just the start Phil - great to see you on Wednesday. Em.

Domenica said...

Hi Phil,

You are absolutely right 'two out of three' isn't bad at all! in fact it's great!
I have noticed your confidence increasing each time I see you,(sometimes other people can see what we don't always see for ourselves)
I love the photo of you playing your guitar!
My very best wishes to you Phil...D

Tony said...

ta for your thoughts on my artwork,i did medusa few years ago based on a tomb of philip,greecian,500bc i think,,ta again, keep on bloogin phil, i liked your site too , cu tony